I opened my eyes just a moment ago. I don’t know where I am. Somebody help me I don’t know where I am! My head is in an awful pain and no matter how hard I try I cannot stand or move much at all for that matter. I think I may be bleeding quite a bit as well. I keep wishing that the crew would come and get me, bring me back to the ship perhaps, so I could see them all again. How much I miss them. They probably think that I am dead, and will not bother to come looking for me. Though soon they might be right, for I don’t know if I shall bleed to death, and even if I didn’t, I would soon die with no beverage or food to preserve my life. I can almost feel my body starting to want to give up, and I almost want to let it, so I don’t have to feel the pain. I am terrified, I don’t know where I am , or how long I shall live, or if I’ll die here alone and no one shall ever find me. The crew will find another musician soon enough if they think that I am dead, they won’t think to at least come and look..its probably for the best. I feel so tired, so sleepy, it won’t hurt to close my eyes will it?